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Imagine being a brain, a 16 year old boy’s brain. He has been using you perfectly during his life so far. Lately, the part of you that controls emotions has been deeply touched : His mother died in a car accident. This boy has been through a very hard period where he’s been torturing you, regreting every thing he said or did to his mother, considering it has been done the wrong way, and he could have done it a in a better way, and his mother would have died proud of him. You have not been used correctly during this time, in fact you have not been used at all : his heart was taking your place. When he just started accepting his mother’s accident, he met two boys who totally changed you and him. They advised him some chemicals and claimed it will make him feel better. He did feel better when he tried it, but what happened to you is different thing. You had trouble telling fantasy from reality, informations have been blocked from making it into the part of you that contains his memories. But here’s the worst part : When he is on this chemicals, you can not function right, when he’s not, you can’t function at all ! You’re getting weak because of those things, you’re leading him into paranoia and anxiety. He started to lose interest in everything he used to adore : his family, his friends, music, games … Those things are not important anymore, the only thing that matters is the drug he is taking. You and this kid could have been in a much better condition. And it’s not fair, you learned him how to make the right choice, you learned him what is dangerous and what is safe, so it is not your fault but still you’re going through the consequences just as well as he is… Can you imagine that ? How does it feel ?

This is the most disgusting, unhuman, insane, shocking thing i’ve ever seen !!!

Imagine being a 3 weeks old fetus, in your mother’s womb. A baby in that age can not feel or hear what’s happening in the world, but I want you to imagine you can. Your mother is a 17 years old girl, your father has the same age. You arrived to this world involuntary, after your parents did an unconsious act. You are terrifying your young mother  because she can not assume the responsabilities of what she did. Your father lately knew that you exist and he’s petrified. They are only young, that is true. But they are perfectly conscious about the act they acomplished. They knew you’re gonna happen. They just refused to believe what they knew, now they have to go through the consequences … I mean, you have to go through the consequences !!! You promise yourself once you’ll be able to see them, you’ll ask them why are they so scared of you. You can’t wait to see what your parents look like, to discover what’s going in this yet unknown world. And you tell yourself if your parents don’t want you then you won’t need them, and you’ll go on your own…  You hear your mother speaking to her friend telling her about you, and you can’t understand why this friend was shocked to hear that. Once you’ll be able to speak, you’ll ask her that too. But then you heard your mother telling her something you didn’t expect : She is going to kill you ! She fixed a date at a doctor who will kill you. Killing is not the right world you’re not really alive yet, but she won’t let you get that chance. You wish you could get out of where you are and tell her she won’t need to do this, she doesn’t have to take your repsonsibilties, and beg her to let you live, to let you see  the sun, the moon, the stars, the birds, the school and all those things you heard about. But you can’t do this, you can’t tell her that, you’re just gonna have to let her do it, although you can not accept the fact that you will never get the chance to live. You’ve been hoping she will change her mind, but she didn’t, she made her final decision. Can you imagine that ? How does it feel ?

Nick Vujicic

Imagine being a face, a normal face, not a perfect one, not an ugly one, a woman’s face. You grow with her, you change with her, you get better and better with age. You meet people who like you, some even fall in love with you. You get touched, kissed, admired … That woman learned to use you to get attention. Although you’re perfectly satisfying, she decides to make some changes on you: she changes the colour of the lips, changes the color of the skin, puts some color on the eyelid. It starts with just a little simple change, hard to notice, but then the colours she puts on you are getting heavier. She does this to you every morning you’re almost used to it and so is she… She gets married with a man in love with you, makes children who admires you. She’s getting older now, we can see that through you. She doesn’t like it, she starts to use more make up, creams every night before to sleep and every morning when she wakes up… She doesn’t like you anymore, you became an ebarassment for her now. It’s very hard to see you, you’re hidden somewhere behind a blusher and some creams. That’s still not enough for her. She decides to change you, she will make you someone else’s problem, a doctor’s. The doctor accepts to change you with pleasure: you’re his source of money. After some days of impatience doubts and fear, you found yourself facing nurses and a doctor. The woman doesn’t feel what they’re doing to her, what they’re doing to you! They’re cutting you, and lifting you, to make her look younger, so that her lies about her age looks more reasonnable. It’s done now: she has a new face, a new you. You’re still there but some parts of you disappeard, and she believes that will make her life better. Years later, those parts appeard again, she’s still getting older. But she already has a solution, because she thinks that’s a problem. She’s going to that doctor again who will cut you and lift you again. She has done it twice now, you have no doubt she can do it again and she will do it again ! Can you imagine that ? How does it feel ?